here I go again

Moving again :)

http://hildasapphire.blogspot.com/


xoxo
Hilda

Lyte funkie ones

Had my first official photoshoot on Sunday! Twas fun, fun, fun! although it didn't turn out as expected. Halfway while I was doing her makeup it started to pour! So we didnt manage to shoot at STAR as planned. But we have our ways! Here's a teaser photo :) I'll upload the rest when Im done with the editing.



nites peepo!

NOTE TO SELF:

Must must clean up the room by tonight!

A knock at midnight..

Again, blogging at such hour of the day. I guess my inspiration to blog only comes forth during odd hours heh.

You know how when you reach this age when everyone of your friends is either attached or getting married or etc etc and you find yourself at home during weekends with no where to go, no plans and itinerary cause everyone else is just busy with their own set of things! And then people around you starts throwing questions like "Why are you still single?"(of cos they wont ask this directly but the kind of questions they throw at you, you know indirectly that's what they meant). I cant deny that there are times the social pressure is getting on me. Really, it hits you at times you wish there is someone special right there. But really, I don't think it's right to find someone to be there just to ease the loneliness inside you or to jump at anyone that comes along. To me it will be just like a joyride.. Cause I know of people who jumped into a relationship too quickly and one of the party ended up cheating on the other. I am not saying that just because of one or two cases applies to all but really, as fast as it comes, as fast as it will go away. Don't jump into the bandwagon just because everyone else is doing so..

Here I am celebrating Single-hood! while I can =)

Have a great weekend everyone!

xoxo

P/s: I am not saying that I won't want to fall in love or anything like that it's just that I think to get into a relationship isn't hard but to stay in one really, is the real deal.

Starbucks Double Chocolate Chip Frappuccino at home =)

I've been craving for Starbucks for a while now.. and just for kicks I google for the recipes and taadaa!

Its just a half glass of nonfat milk. 3 spoon fulls of Chocolate syrup and 3 spoon fulls of chocolate chips. And don't forget to had a little vanilla and ice and then blend. There is no caffeine that's a Java Chip Frappuuccino.

Source(s):Starbucks Barista

Awesome possum. So tonight I'm gonna try that out and see how it turns out. *Fingers crossed!

Coming clean..

Its 3am in the morning now and seriously at this hour I should be sleeping and yes I am terribly sleepy now. But no, I aint sleeping now cause I am having this sudden adrenaline rush to blog! At such odd hours :S

Here I am back to blogspot again, didnt have much enthusiasm to blog with xanga! Maybe I am just lazy = ) Pardon the bad grammar or speeeeling in this post if there is any, its 3 am in the morning anyway!

I think I am sick of pretending that everything is alright. In reality it isnt. I thought I was over it, it was the case until I saw the picture of you and her together..that makes my heart ache. and thats when I know things are not fine between us. or at least for me. I thought I've moved on, I thought everything was alright.

I remember you said "I'll do whatever it takes, To turn this around, I know what's at stake, I know that I've let you down, And if you give me a chance, Believe that I can change, I'll keep us together whatever it takes"

It hurts me to know that you move on so fast. That it only took months to replace what we used to have. Maybe just maybe its just me hanging on to something that doesnt work anymore.

I've been acting like everything is alright, that I've let go and moved on just so... I don't feel the pain.

Maybe just maybe acknowledging the pain is actually easier to take than pretending you're alright after all. I think I am giving up. It's time to move on really. and this time, its for real.

Moving on.

MOVED

Not blogging here anymore...moving to http://chocolatepeanutbutterswirl.xanga.com

remember to change the link people!

MWAH

NAHH

NAH UPDATE..

So..here's the super overdue post on my Bangkok trip hahahaha.

So the next morning right after my sis's wedding, I flew to Bangkok. This is the first time I am flying alone and it's so exciting! Only manage to get less than 4 hours of sleep the night before, I went to airport looking like a zombie with unwashed hair from the night before :S


The moment I reach the hotel, I hit the sack and sleep for good ol 2 hours! And then off I went high and low looking for a place to do my hair extension. Which I really glad I did cause I am really happy with it and that was the best thing ever this year!

Here's my er. breakfast! I read about how some people totally detest airline food but I beg to differ! I think one of the thing that I look forward the most is meal time! For this, I had Omelette with cheese and hot dog, bun, yogurt and fruits. healthy healthy.



My sim pack and instead of names like Digi or Maxis, this is Happy!


This is dinner! Omg so yummy can..its like kuey teow but with a taste of sourness which i really like!
The stall where I bought my dinner (i forgot wats the name already). This is just right outside my hotel. I stayed in Citin Pratunam and it is highly recommended! Price is reasonable, location is SUPER AWESOME, and the services is just top notch. The hotel is just 5-8 mins away from Pratunam Market and Platinum Mall so you dont have to worry bit about where to shop. Believe me, this place is heaven. I repeat, heaven. Bangkok is heaven and I swear I wanna go back there again.

This is outside of the MBK area where I get my hair extension done =)



Thats all for Day One. More about it the next post. BAIII...

JULY

July is almost hereeeeeee *stresss...*cries cries. Okay don't think first I still have 1 more day before July comes. *breathe breathe.

SLEEPYYYYY so sleepy can. Can't wait to go back home today and SLEEP!

I'm signing up for the Borneo Marathon today! Are you proud of meeee ^^

blueeesss

why does Monday come too soon....

Isabella

3 things everyone talks about:

1. The A(H1N1) virus
2. The Transformers movie
3. The death of Michael Jackson

honestly, it gets a little annoying the fact that people keep talking about it especially about transformers! maybe its just me..

Time

Learning to give it time. One step at a time. Sometimes we tend to rush things, we when get hurt we hope that the feeling will immediately go away and if it didn't we felt like a loser. Truth is, it takes time for a wound to heal, and it takes time for a new layer skin to build up again. However, as someone puts it, although it takes time, don't let time to do the job. You have to take the courage to regain the strength to start all over again.


I am sure after this post, you guys would be asking why?? whats wrong??? what happen? no nothings wrong just a thought thats all.

Mary had a little lamb

It took me 3 months to shed off those fats but it only takes 1 week for me to gain it all back. How frustrating.

I've finally signed up for twitter but i can honestly tell you that I have no idea how everything works. Still pretty confused with the whole function and bla bla bla.

I think I am travel deprived..I need something to look forward to! Every since I've started work I feel life has been pretty mundane. I need a new vision, new goals...anything! No wonder in the bible God says without vision man will perish. I need a new vision! My hand is now itching to go somewhere this sept/oct..probably Singapore or Penang during the weekend. I am serious. Provided there is cheap fare and that the swine flu thing is over. It's been getting so bad that schools are closing and that would means good news for all the students hahaha..er, i mean bad cause they cant attend classes and learn new things and see their friends and catch up with the studies (yea right).

Getting back to work. BYEEEEEEEEE

thoughts..

Contemplating if I should keep this blog private and if I should move to a new address. Private blog allows me to blog freely. Hmmm..

The Climb

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
The pain I'm knowing
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on,

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

My collection

HOLA! Havent been updating cause I just can't find time! Ever since I started working my time for leisure has minimised! Most of the time when I get home I just feel like lazing on my bed while watching the tv and then when the clock struck 10, I am feeling sleepy already!

Anyway, the other day when I was sorting out my clothes, i realise I have lotsa tank tops and when i did a rough count i have like 27 of racerback tank tops! with 3 i don't know where i put so I actually have 30 pieces of racerback tank tops! It really shows how much I love racerback tops huh...

Can't stand...

Need to rant!

One of the thing that I hate the most is when people push you away just so that they can cross over. I mean, why is it so hard for them to just say excuse me? Or just a gentle pat on the shoulder to signify that they wanna pass. Is it really that hard? Super upset can. Was pushed away by this particular woman not like theres a need for her to do that even. So upset so upset.

I HATE RUDE PEOPLE

more clothes clothes clothessss

20 more minutes! till lunch break ends..
3 hours & 40 more minutes till I go home!
5 more days till June!

*yawnss...Im so sleepy can. dit dot dit dot dit dot
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I actually have nothing specific to blog about today but i'm just killing timeee...

Oh Oh i have something to talk about. The other day my cousin was telling my sister the story of her friend which is super funny. Her guy fren was flying from destination X to Y and in the airplane he was chit chatting with this Arabian fella and he was siok bercerita this and then he mentioned about his love for Samurai swords and his wholesome collections of it. Then upon arrival he was being pull to a room then he was interogated for hours inside a room with all his belongings ie hp taken away. Then later only he found out someone in the plane overheard his conversation, freaked out and then report him as a suspected terrorist...hahahhaaa.

Lesson: don't simply say things in the airplane, you'll never know what will happen.

*I was just thinnkin if ever someone ever offend you or being rude to you in the airplane then u can report him as a suspected terrorist hahahaha.

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I created a quiz couple of days back on how well do you know Hilda. So far the highest score is 88% Cynthea. Well done babe! The rest buck up k... *turns head* However none of them actually knew to the question of my secret dream when I become super rich one day..of cos the rest of the answers is true lar but one particular wish that i've been wanting to do is to hire a maid just for massage hahaha..nono i think i will have a spa in my house that is more correct. That would be total bliss can. DON LAFF i know it might sound stupid but it's my dream so i can have whatever i wan.

I know some of you are waiting for my Bangkok post and I havent got around to do it yet cause I am just too busy like seriously. I have a full time job now hence whenever i get home i just wanna bum around and er be lazy. But i promise I will do it this week?okayla see how *crosses finger*

So I am broke after the Bangkok trip and I am telling myself that I won't shop till January next year and I won't be travelling anywhere else till then. So Manila will be my next stop. Oh crap I just remembered I have another ticket to Penang this Dec. Okay scrap that. I WONT BE TRAVELLING ANYMORE! So from now onwards I will be good, work hard,earn money, stop shopping all the way till Jan next year. I think I should stop shopping lar, my closet is like bursting already. The other day I was arranging my clothes and I realise the amount of my clothes has doubled in just the period of 5 months. Still, Its crazy how sometimes you have a closet full of clothes but nothing to wear. Conclusion is, a girl can never have enough clothes. RIGHTT???? Retail Therapy is just amazinggg

SELLIN'!!!

Selling these brand new belts for RM22. Let me know if any of you is interested.


*the purple one is taken. The rest is still available.

Mwahs

Yay! Its February! NOT

Hola hola! I am back from my holiday! The holiday was awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee tho I was short of cash to shop tsk tsk..but I dont mind going back Thailand again! Since my Phuket trip was kinda spoil haihs... On the day I was supposed to fly to Phuket from Bangkok i fell sick. Not swine flu laaa...but i think it must be the sashimi I at Baiyoke that gave me food poisoning! ;( and then i spent 2 days in bed in the hotel out of the 3 days in Phuket. FML. sedih betull la..was so sick that i vomitted everything i ate sad thing was i had to cancel my Phi Phi island trip(paid for it dy somemore) and wasted my time there. OH WELL, at least Bangkok was fun...

Started my new job yesterday. I was feeling tired and sleepy the whole time and I was waiting for time to pass so I can quickly go home hahaha. Not because I am lazy lar okay but because I was dead tired. Hasn't get enough rest since the trip. I reached KL on sunday night and then had only few hours of sleep then rushed to the airport again back to KK then it was work again. CANT WAIT FOR WEEKEND~~~~~~~~

one pic for now..more pics next post!