here I go again

Moving again :)

http://hildasapphire.blogspot.com/


xoxo
Hilda

Lyte funkie ones

Had my first official photoshoot on Sunday! Twas fun, fun, fun! although it didn't turn out as expected. Halfway while I was doing her makeup it started to pour! So we didnt manage to shoot at STAR as planned. But we have our ways! Here's a teaser photo :) I'll upload the rest when Im done with the editing.



nites peepo!

NOTE TO SELF:

Must must clean up the room by tonight!

A knock at midnight..

Again, blogging at such hour of the day. I guess my inspiration to blog only comes forth during odd hours heh.

You know how when you reach this age when everyone of your friends is either attached or getting married or etc etc and you find yourself at home during weekends with no where to go, no plans and itinerary cause everyone else is just busy with their own set of things! And then people around you starts throwing questions like "Why are you still single?"(of cos they wont ask this directly but the kind of questions they throw at you, you know indirectly that's what they meant). I cant deny that there are times the social pressure is getting on me. Really, it hits you at times you wish there is someone special right there. But really, I don't think it's right to find someone to be there just to ease the loneliness inside you or to jump at anyone that comes along. To me it will be just like a joyride.. Cause I know of people who jumped into a relationship too quickly and one of the party ended up cheating on the other. I am not saying that just because of one or two cases applies to all but really, as fast as it comes, as fast as it will go away. Don't jump into the bandwagon just because everyone else is doing so..

Here I am celebrating Single-hood! while I can =)

Have a great weekend everyone!

xoxo

P/s: I am not saying that I won't want to fall in love or anything like that it's just that I think to get into a relationship isn't hard but to stay in one really, is the real deal.

Starbucks Double Chocolate Chip Frappuccino at home =)

I've been craving for Starbucks for a while now.. and just for kicks I google for the recipes and taadaa!

Its just a half glass of nonfat milk. 3 spoon fulls of Chocolate syrup and 3 spoon fulls of chocolate chips. And don't forget to had a little vanilla and ice and then blend. There is no caffeine that's a Java Chip Frappuuccino.

Source(s):Starbucks Barista

Awesome possum. So tonight I'm gonna try that out and see how it turns out. *Fingers crossed!

Coming clean..

Its 3am in the morning now and seriously at this hour I should be sleeping and yes I am terribly sleepy now. But no, I aint sleeping now cause I am having this sudden adrenaline rush to blog! At such odd hours :S

Here I am back to blogspot again, didnt have much enthusiasm to blog with xanga! Maybe I am just lazy = ) Pardon the bad grammar or speeeeling in this post if there is any, its 3 am in the morning anyway!

I think I am sick of pretending that everything is alright. In reality it isnt. I thought I was over it, it was the case until I saw the picture of you and her together..that makes my heart ache. and thats when I know things are not fine between us. or at least for me. I thought I've moved on, I thought everything was alright.

I remember you said "I'll do whatever it takes, To turn this around, I know what's at stake, I know that I've let you down, And if you give me a chance, Believe that I can change, I'll keep us together whatever it takes"

It hurts me to know that you move on so fast. That it only took months to replace what we used to have. Maybe just maybe its just me hanging on to something that doesnt work anymore.

I've been acting like everything is alright, that I've let go and moved on just so... I don't feel the pain.

Maybe just maybe acknowledging the pain is actually easier to take than pretending you're alright after all. I think I am giving up. It's time to move on really. and this time, its for real.

Moving on.

MOVED

Not blogging here anymore...moving to http://chocolatepeanutbutterswirl.xanga.com

remember to change the link people!

MWAH

NAHH

NAH UPDATE..

So..here's the super overdue post on my Bangkok trip hahahaha.

So the next morning right after my sis's wedding, I flew to Bangkok. This is the first time I am flying alone and it's so exciting! Only manage to get less than 4 hours of sleep the night before, I went to airport looking like a zombie with unwashed hair from the night before :S


The moment I reach the hotel, I hit the sack and sleep for good ol 2 hours! And then off I went high and low looking for a place to do my hair extension. Which I really glad I did cause I am really happy with it and that was the best thing ever this year!

Here's my er. breakfast! I read about how some people totally detest airline food but I beg to differ! I think one of the thing that I look forward the most is meal time! For this, I had Omelette with cheese and hot dog, bun, yogurt and fruits. healthy healthy.



My sim pack and instead of names like Digi or Maxis, this is Happy!


This is dinner! Omg so yummy can..its like kuey teow but with a taste of sourness which i really like!
The stall where I bought my dinner (i forgot wats the name already). This is just right outside my hotel. I stayed in Citin Pratunam and it is highly recommended! Price is reasonable, location is SUPER AWESOME, and the services is just top notch. The hotel is just 5-8 mins away from Pratunam Market and Platinum Mall so you dont have to worry bit about where to shop. Believe me, this place is heaven. I repeat, heaven. Bangkok is heaven and I swear I wanna go back there again.

This is outside of the MBK area where I get my hair extension done =)



Thats all for Day One. More about it the next post. BAIII...

JULY

July is almost hereeeeeee *stresss...*cries cries. Okay don't think first I still have 1 more day before July comes. *breathe breathe.

SLEEPYYYYY so sleepy can. Can't wait to go back home today and SLEEP!

I'm signing up for the Borneo Marathon today! Are you proud of meeee ^^

blueeesss

why does Monday come too soon....